but i thought i would post on here.... its 3am, and i should be going to bed - i should have been in bed three hours ago, but bbc would put armageddon on at 11pm... a film i had not, until tonight seen.....


i havent updated on here because ive had not a lot to say....
i could have listed the gigs ive been to, some booked over 6 months in advance...
i could talk about how crappy it is to be on my own up here..
i could talk about the failed semi-relationship ive had that turned out well, and i dont at all regret..
or the fact that ive been seeing a therapist for a couple of months now... in an effort to try and sort the minefield that is my head out...

ive tried different kinds of fish, discovered ive grown out of my allergy to shellfish, am saving up for a new guitar slowly, been on the receiving end of a blow or two, made cakes, and bread, and scones.... gotten fed up of my dvd collection... read books, started a new warhammer army... and lot more besides...

id love to wrrite an indepth post, about all of these things, and more...
but something is stopping me....

im hoping however that by breaking the silence maybe ill be able to write something meaningful and interesting in here soon.

hoping all is well with you.

sara